Some days

Some days

I don’t know how I feel

I don’t know what to feel

I don’t know how you feel

I’m afraid to ask what you need

I’m afraid to tell you what I need

I feel paralyzed by the uncertainty

Some days

I love you so much it hurts

I love you so much I hate you

It’s hard for me to admit the truth

You hurt me

I feel betrayed

I close back up again