Honestly, honesty

“Am I too sensitive?”

I think to myself the words

That cut me deeper and deeper each time

They come from your mouth so easy

You call these words

Stating the truth

But just because something is true

Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt

That it is not supposed to hurt

You don’t have to say what is true

I live with it everyday

Living with the trauma it brings

Just because I don’t want to hear it out loud

Doesn’t mean I want to live a lie

Just because it hurts

Doesn’t mean you’re revealing anything to me

Hearing the truth out loud

Brings the pain to the forefront

And comes into hyper focus

Tears I suppress

Because if I cry over this

I’m bound to break down

Slowly but surely deteriorated

Ground down to the nub

Because you wanted to smother my face

In the ground

To see the truth

The truth that I already know is there

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